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Thursday, November 26th 2009

11:20 PM

Ice of zero degree

Ice of zero degree
The bird outside window, has already stopped flying and chirping
Keep me alone, calm alone
You, still entangle in my brain ring
One kind is lost, the ones that behave are sinister in appearance

The melancholy heart nearly stops beating
The breath of lingering breath of life has already no longer strengthened too
There are only your voices
Still respond in my mind

My love looks like the ice of zero degree
Struggles and does not stop on the edge that is melted
Your voice, you
Let me wander up and down difficultly with the decision

My love looks like the ice of zero degree
Yesterday hard already
It is enough to balance him that one is embraced
Give me courage to break this lonelily

My love looks like the ice of zero degree
Only play pendulum alone for you
But have to choose finally
Ice-bound
Ice of zero degree
Pure and sparkling and crystal-clear
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Thursday, November 26th 2009

11:19 PM

Heart hibernating

Heart hibernating
The mood has reached the limit evilly, what was hidden either on the heart, nobody infected me too, the breeding for no reason is worried in this way.

This is really that one are looked forward to by persons, the season making people terrified, spring is always like this that seem.

One can walk up and down indoor, more than half days at one pen can treat in hands too, one minute, two minutes   Time leaves like this, even can hear his voice, the sound letting the cup break like the inflation of the ice, too as thistles and thorns scratch the sound of the silk silks, listen! Really make people desperate.

Spring brought sounds and color that we have yearned for for one winter, have also dragged a gloomy mood cherished in passing, but it happened that, give this gloomy mood to me, give to a lot of people, this spring, really make people desperate.

Put all the thick clothes at home while coming, the one filled with joy think Anyang should be as warm as native place! But, cold awl heart sharp. Courtyard willow by the pond spit, offer grain of rice loud green bud already come, the willow here but it is still a suit of gray coats. Until say together with native place, I find whom I spend to transfer all nearly with Anyang, Anyang really makes people too unexpected!

Bing Xin said when being in Beijing: I will never believe this spring. But later when the peach blossom has been broken through to the whole swallow's capital, she felt surprised and changed the original intention to spring.

Anyang is so too, in other words, is like this too in spring in Anyang.

The fog of that morning is very dense, the east of Anyang a wide expanse of flat land, what the bright red rosy dawn was wiped was energetic, always suspect where Van Gogh is, otherwise why that dense one is red grows in intensity. Prove already according to appointment, also greatly moisture of woods spring that morning, the sunshine has already been worn in, the cry of the bird is cheerful, probably like me, it is for celebrating the same reason too.

While crossing the road to the east most, it is a road that I selected specially, leave few at ordinary times, wicker over there rainwater of at yesterday and low-temperature of last night, the surface assumed the air of a layer of thin ice of parcel, the soft sunshine, in order to shine, so brilliant unexpectedly, this was really an accident, but a definitely beautiful accident.

On the flower nursery to teach building that I study, some strip of trees, a scrappy one intersperse some a small one virgin, but there is not leaf, there is not a bit, just like the wintersweet flower in full bloom in winter, like that clump behind the room of my home, seem to all present the so little moral integrity, it is the moral integrity of the flower.

 

Write here, I uncomfortable to release almost soon. In fact, pretty good too this spring.

I say to them, the heart looks like a hard core, but in spring, are in this temperate and moist soil by every naughty burying, core ferment one warm air current, " Peng " One,it is that been open gray core,then not last abundant soil layer drops of tiny green buds, pop one's head in and look about in the cool breeze of early spring  

I am afraid of being deaf, I am afraid of being blind, am afraid of missing and be neglected.

 

I said to classmates, in February, the time when spring is in the air and the flowers are in blossom, I will go back last year, celebrate the New Year in prerequisite I do not go back. But I must certainly go back this February, I want to see my father and my mother.

I must remember my experience special each time and wanted to say, or else in case died suddenly, how 's regret it is will!

I am always little children in a lot of people's eyes, time was still here day by day, a lot of people's eyes will all change!

It is " young " to listen to, sleep.

This is really a time when says good-bye to!
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Thursday, September 10th 2009

1:24 AM

Hiding under the Chinese parasol tree tree

Hiding under the Chinese parasol tree tree
She only 17 year old that year, summer vacation in countryside grandmother house, for go to summer resort half in order to paint from life half.
That is the place where a mountain is blue and green and bright and beautiful, though is extremely remote, the people are simple,honest and unspoiled. It is at one dusk to run into him, she hides and blows the mouth organ in the village stealthily under that oldest Chinese parasol tree, it is a famous " jasmine flower ", run and adjust blowing. Smile lightly nearby at this moment, turn round and see him, it is here nearby to stand, thin and thin, an expression born and smiled is extremely funny.
She is shy and angry immediately, white he turns round to run at one glance, still angry for a whole night, want to take advantage of perfecting the mouth organ on vacation originally, her classmates are amazed by greatly letting those always smile at, have been found unexpectedly but easily whether or a thievish fellow.
Opening the door in early morning of next day, she hears " hey " Each,last body to she per piece paper group. Resumed and saw it, that thin and thin figure had already darted and left at yesterday, she picked up the paper group, use the ball pen and write in the wrong place where she blew the song and correction method of at yesterday above.
Her face is getting hot, exposed face to face after cheating as the examination, has felt wronged and acted rashly and thrown the paper group away, why does the child in a mountain come to teach her? Have thought about and picked up and practised carefully according to above. He is really real and reasonable when writing, and point out the careless slight place which she Water Pump PVC Hose Hose Fittings mp4 player Tin Box can not realize that has spoilt.
From then on, formed a tacit understanding between she and him: She blows the mouth organ under the Chinese parasol tree until old at dusk every day, he is hearing silently nearby, can take out at mouth organ blow one new song too sometimes, have one paper group put at she house stone bench in the gate will it be early morning next day. Under his guidance, her musical instrument skill is improved day by day. She can not come round to the idea really, why will the child in a mountain have so high music attainments, she has never too asked him, seems to destroy that kind of pure and beautiful realm between two people once opening one's mouth. On one vacation, she and he have not spoken a word face-to-face.
After she blows the song under the old Chinese parasol tree for the last time, have not left immediately. She feels indistinctly that should have everything to happen. He comes over, stand behind her as expected. She says: "Will go back tomorrow morning, will walk with grandmother, will participate in college entrance examination next year, might not have come here later. " With one's head low, seem to be talking to oneself, but looking forward to anything in the heart.
Having stopped, he says: "I will participate in college entrance examination too next year, let me write to you after you leave. " She has not said no either without saying to walk still with one's head low. He says again, gives your address to me. She turns round slightly, has cast a look at him boldly, he is looking at her silently too, the eyes were made gently and lightly, in his eyes, she has not found any thing that she wants to see. Some of her droop the head disappointedly, the self-respect of a kind of other style makes her say nothing and leave.
It was early morning the next day, she hid the aquarelle in one vacation of a picture in the tree hole of the old Chinese parasol tree. If he, to this summer, has attachment like hers to the sound of musical instrument under this old Chinese parasol tree, then he is sure to find this aquarelle, find that writes her address on the back in the aquarelle.
But the story of she and him is over in this way carelessly, there are not any ensuing chapters. She has never received him and promised the letter given to her. She thinks perhaps everything is actually very simple, he teaches her how to blow the mouth organ, just for being enthusiastic, or only because she blows too rottenly, he can not really hear, in addition, have no other his reasons. She feel indistinctly that kind say, clean the street clear things later on, just ground of her fond dream is guessed.
While making a report on the college entrance will, she abandons the chance to protects and is sent to the academy of fine arts, writes down the conservatory of music in all columns of the application. Have to admit, she is unable to be forgotten that there is a section of memory, even if what she chose is a bitter feeling play with her role, she still hopes to have life similar to him too.
Later, she graduated from university, left the school and became a music teacher. Just her personal question is unresolved slowly. She has talked about several loves too, but all end up in vain each time. Terms of people those too fine in fact, but she feel little something always.
It is in a teahouse to run into him, everything arises suddenly so silently, let people have no a bit psychology to take precautious, she totally froze at that time, the person around says nothing and listens, is only looking at him staring blankly: It is high, but so thin, many one is ripe, also few one is calm in the twinkling of an eye seeing her.
He expect, it meets again to be can like World Trade Organization Building collapse rapidly and unexpectedly either, in the eyes is the confrontive ecstasy of delight and have no measure.
His companion speaks of him: Coming from it in the music old and well-known family, father is transferred to a small mountain village in the Culture Revolution, he whether village admit to a university child to go out of mountain only, music natural gift extremely high to violate father wish, previous houses of academy of fine arts, clever to not be in the mood for wind moon while being remakable, I wonder until how much woman guide, born into loud regret.
All people getting amusing these half-genuine, half-sham joke, he is only looking at her, it seems that she disappeared to blink. But at that time, she found the thing which she wanted to see that year in his eyes at last. She move to some extent in the heart, remember, stay in Chinese parasol tree tree aquarelle and those she day of letter of him such as being bitter on the hole, she has confused, is cherishing the memory of or all only only coincidence after will missing?
He has found out her attention, forces a smile, the fine long hair is asked without hesitancy: "What is your name? "
Like having bombs to blow in her brain with a loud crash: How is it like this? That year, she forgot to leave names! This kind of stage that unexpectedly she will be getting careless! She does not know whether Botani Squalene Skin Care Point of Sale Laptop Batteries to laugh and cry, have not thought of all sorts of conjectures, disappointed about him in these years really and it had been because of the small carelessness of once of hers unexpectedly that the heart has been wounded.
Meet each other at this moment and only feel all sorts of feelings well up, mostly deeply regret deeply for those years missing. The small carelessness of once let them change one's own ideal and life sillily and sillily unexpectedly, in ten years, it is lonely but just keep alone in all life that should be happy.
So far, the story of she and him is still become a much-told tale, only his best friend takes him to heart all the time, can't always forget to talk in professional jargon in each meeting, he: "Afraid you have thing to be bored to hold mouth organ blow the a very old one " jasmine spend " blow out disease come indoor always originally, strong to draw you blindly date with me, never expect give for free you pieces of wife, rub you whose meal meal of house rub? " 
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Friday, March 13th 2009

8:16 PM

Can't begin to understand love

Can't begin to understand love
  Saw an article in the past, said a pair of lovers quarrelled and quarrelled to to want to say good-bye. Full of detesting in the boy's eyes, hands hold lots of Botani Squalene Skin Care Point of Sale Laptop Batteries invoices of having a dinner, it is all the witness of they sweet love that those invoices want to come. But the boy says sulkily: "You spent so much money of mine, say good-bye now, let it be, half for a person! " Person who speak very firm fruit. The girl is seized with terror, the first silk scar that flashed in the eyes immediately, then said a sentence of words adhering to moral principles very much: "Let it be, be regarded as me, act as and feed dogs! " Say, turn round whom hair does not go back even leave.
    Can't begin to understand love.
    That year, he, 25 years old, in the green. She, 23 years old, the looks is beautiful like the flower. His small mountain village from remote northern part of the country borderland, is of petty and low class, but has joined the army gloriously and enlisted in the armed forces. She is from Beijing, is a senior general's daughter, but went out of the rich and powerful family as the military team doctor has arisen.Water Pump PVC Hose Hose Fittings A campaign, he is severely injured, has both legs blocked, there are no languages in the ward all day to lie. Seeking the room once, she knows him, is cherishing the pity revered, she concentrates one's attention on and cares for every day. One day, he asked: "Why did you care for a disabled person every day? " She says: "You have brought the honor of the country with your blood, you are a hero. " Except he know she from countryside, one orphan, know nothing while being other. She is clearly his future besides knowing his past.
    That day getting married, he sat on the wheelchair looking at this wife in front of oneself, think oneself is the happiest person in this world. She squats in front of him, is looking at his candid smile, the canthus has already been covered with the tear stains. Because she knows by breaking off the love that the relations of father and daughter bring, what kind of kind is miserable and bleak behind the happy one.
    40 years later, he, 65 years old, spend the temples like the snow. She, 63 year old, China no longer face. One summer in the afternoon, he say to her: "Why do you want to seal this lie up for safekeeping for 40 years? " She says: "My father has taken away your happiness in latter half of one's life, I should return to you. " He looks at her affectionately, for a good while, says: "But what I got is the happiness of two latter half of one's lives   "
    Can't begin to understand love.
    At the love, he hope, can see she smiling sweet whole day while being every, hope, can kiss her soft lip whole day while being every. When being on business no matter where he can always say one sentence affectionately on the phone every day: "Baby, I love you! " . Electric waves on it seem that long for he gentle hand,no matter from how remote to can have gathered around there aren't she. Expect the person that can love with oneself will keep the old age for beautiful last much time.
    Having got married, the pressure of working is larger and larger, the dinner party all day has already made him dog-tired. His habit said to come back at night: " very tired, sleep " ,It is one night to stand up, but has not discovered at all there is individual suffering from insomnia all night in another side of the bed.
    Will receive this message not changed in millennium every day: "My dear, where are you? Come back early. " ,Auto Diagnostic Car Diagnostic Automotive Diagnostic bmw gt1He has learnt to scorn to take even a glance at, because in his view, this does not care, this is distrusting.
    That day divorcing, she said to him: "I will lose you after loved you very muching, but you have never known. " He has shaken the head, says: "I know, but do you know? I am unable to bear yours is such a easy! "
    Two people, turn round each, once meeting by chance of end.
    Can't begin to understand love.
    He loves her, loves other women too. She has cried, has make a noise, has committed suicide. He has asked and forgiven, has take an oath, has cut the finger. But everything is futile, he still yearns for other women's bed. At last, she left him in a fury, had not been heard of from then on.
    30 years later, in a quiet coffee shop, they met. She has become the widow, but he has not been taking a wife all the time. She asks: "Why do not you look for a person and a family? " He says: "In fact after you have walked, I think only you are the best to me, only you love me most, I everywhere look for you right away, then - -Propose to you, but I injure you too deeply, so I have never found you. "
    She stretches out hands, stroke his fish tail line with gradually clear canthus gently, that room chokes with sobs and can't utter a word very short time, only the tear in the eye socket is fulfilling this overdue promise  
    Can not begin to understand love, there is eternity, incomplete, break clicking too.
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9:19 PM

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